Monday, February 11, 2013

Hunting


Hunting

Prime is the best, she said, referring to meat–
the marbled fat external: to be devoured
and render the internal juicy-fruit accessible­–
as though she would never be spayed in a cage,
prodded to produce mammary novelties
for beefy beast-children, before her slaughter.

Avian spectators, proud to have devoured
the remains of our mother, appetite a cage
of alarming carnage and keyed with slaughter.
Yes, the keys are beaks and claws with novelties
like lungs and balls of eyes readily accessed
if you can fly to achieve rot: precious meat.

Oh, how silver wires cross the sky in a cage
pleasing her and I with visual novelties
of enslavement to the production of meat
while humans are equally accessible.
Of course, her burning blue eyes justly slaughter,
just as my fevered lips women’s meat devour.

Now she’s left; my memories are novelties:
alive, laid on fire, and too accessible.
I ought to be prime so I could be devoured
in pointillism, for section and slaughter.
Alas, I’ll be with vultures huffing for meat
escaped from hellish knives: fruit out of the cage.

Day kills competition accessible
to the cuisine I’ve found; someone’s slaughter.
As if insects obey the sunlight’s cage
and respect their moon-darkened meal of meat
rolled into shit by the time they’re devoured.
Dried, I sell them in bulk as novelties.

Alone, I’ll watch and wait for still-slaughter
like birthing without death: cycle of meat.
Where new nutrients are gored novelties
and emptied into my stream, once devoured.
Alone, I found round keys for a square cage
that made my mind’s blue waves accessible.

Together we devoured us, the novelties
of a cage of anonymity, accessible
to slaughter us if we’re the right cut of meat. 

-Grant Durando 

Friday, January 25, 2013

Pass


I can’t underline anything
without crossing it out
(at least partially)
if not completely.

In writing that line
I made so many mistakes

can I gain my own forgiveness?
            ….with the same tools
with which I crucified myself.

That lad who passed upon greenery lake
saw inside himself: the earth rotates

like a dial!
            Revealing the floorplan that holds
the sculptures of my work
as I walk up the steps of Purgatorio
a Kanafani.

Our guide says:
            “No, this is not a time for rest.
                        7 minutes, I’ll leave you
                        in a boiling camel tank
                        of scorching metal and
                        suffocating air.
                        7 minutes.”
When he came back
our faces had melted off.
Never think that you’re fated
to run the dial;
that’s God’s job.

You’ve been laid off           
of every line of responsibility
from each of the words on this page:

“Can you believe that we’re only
a couple lines, two dimensionally aligned
for your ends to meet your means?”

-Grant Durando 

Halloween Everyday


I want to be Jay-Z,
doing what I want and
            on top of it.

Fucking his passion
                        24/7
in neon.

-Grant Durando

Monday, January 21, 2013

Not Write


Bless you. Good morning.
I’ve eaten too much grass again.
Was it the first time?
Or was it the first time…
How’s that thing getting on with that person?
Not sorry; brevity in motion.
Steady decline, steady decline
down the forbearer of chaos;
Bowling pins hit the alleyway
jussssst right.

-Gran Durando 

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Twelve Seasons


In twelve seasons we ascribed
to a notion that one snowflake would melt
on both of our cheeks as the same
rain drop
falling out of two ominous skies
into our outstretched hands
turned over
onto two leaves fallen from two trees
to become the Earth and fertilize one flower.

Yet, our seasons come and go together now
            we’re together now:
our cheeks protect the other from tyrannical flakes
as our hands clasp each others to stay safe from rain
no turning over, backflipping poisonous moisture
to the autumn leaves

we need no flowers now, our bud has blossomed.

Why do we still need dead petals around
open mouths, rosy faces sublime with consummation?
Why do we still need dead petals around?
            Because we need a new season
            a new precipitation.
Participation, recreation, seasonal consummation.

-Grant Durando 

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

A Fall into Dreaming


I lay in the grass with a vision:

four trees in the corners of my space
their arms populating every periphery with foliage.
Gently swaying to drop beautiful dead gifts
for the ants running across my books and my arms.

I slept in the stillness and subtle motion of autumn
thinking of nothing but conversations that played
as though they had actually affected me.
Dry, locomotive words smearing my consciousness
like a rectangular eraser smears the artificial led.

A dream begins, but I’m unaware until it reaches
‘finis’:

To clean my dirty arms and soothe my swollen neck
I shower avec mon ami,
wiping and washing until she fears her skin
            will rupture and flee her.

She stands two heads above me on a step
the water blurring my visage
like my conversations do.

Entrenched in my muddied perception,
clarity arrives
from the shine off of her dripping calves and thighs.

I see clearly enough to scale these heighths
the legs shudder, clap, and feel thrilled;
there exists an impending fall.

I awoke to her reluctance of my advance
smiling with the luck I’ve had
in clear, conceptual dreaming.

The rain brings red foliage to my bed
with more haste than before:
A thunderstorm has awakened my love of color.

-Grant Durando 
10/2/12

Alvin and the Nightmares


Squirrels are madmen
crocheting a nest to start a fire
if only to have an edifice to throw
granite into.

Marbleized glares of thrill, delight;
time turns you three into criminals.

Screams are useless
for your ears are too small. 

-Grant Durando
~10/12/12